am i right or wrong?

hurm.. have you ever felt like "am i right or am i wrong? what've i done?"

i always feel that way whenever the person i care doesn't want to talk to me..

susah nak jage hati sume orang.. well.. nobody's perfect right? i'm telling people 

whatever i wanted to.. sometimes they don't understand what i feel.. 

sometimes they do.. i know i can't expect them to understand what i was telling..

but i want them to try to understand because that is what i do every time

people tell me something.. sometimes i was like 

"why can't they do like what i did? why can't they treat me like i treat them?"

sometimes i want them to console me especially the one who i really care and love..

i don't get it.. what am i? man! i'm not a robot...!!

i'm a human being who has the right to be loved.. i know i'm no good in few things..

well.. nobody's perfect(again).. but at least i try to.. 

sometimes i want to be alone like i used to.. but i know i can't afford to be that way again..

because i love them so much.. maybe i'm the one who has to change..but..

man!! it's hard!! i've changed somehow but do i have to change a few times 

just to make others happy? what about myself?

i just wanna be myself and i want people to love me like i am me..

i don't want them to like me because i'm not being me to make them happy...

i want them to love me the way i am...

accept me just as i am.. 

especially him... 

tell me if i'm doing anything wrong.. 

be with me when i need...

listen to what i want to tell..

believe in me...

understands me...and....

LOVE ME THE WAY I AM...